You are so tiny right now, still in my belly. I don't know who you will become. i don't know what kinds of foods you'll like, what your favorite color will be, or what hobbies will make your face light up with joy. I don't know if you'll look more like your daddy or more like me. But I love to dream about who you'll become.
No matter how you turn out, though, I want you to know that I will always love you. I've loved you from the second I knew you existed. And I knew right then and there that no matter what, I would do anything for you. I would endure any pain, any difficulty, any disappointment that could come my way, for your sake. And I wish already that I could take away all of your future struggles and bear them myself, because that's how much I love you.
I've never known a love like this before, not with friends, not with other family members, not even with your daddy. My love for you is unlike any other. It will never die. It will motivate me everyday to care for you, look after you, and try to guide you in the right direction.
I will never judge you for who you are. Even if you make choices that I don't agree with, which I know that you inevitabley will, I will never reject you. You will always be my baby, and I'll always see you as perfect in my eyes.
You don't have to be afraid of coming into this big, scary world. There is a lot of sadness, trouble, and darkness here. But the good is still far greater than the bad. Your entrance into the world will only add to its goodness.
Even when you come to find the bad in the world, I will be here for you. I'll always have your back, even when no one else in the whole world does.
I will always be your mommy.
I love you, and I can't wait to finally meet you.